To be very honest, I have no idea why am I so frustrated. I could have let it go and just continued to our usual routine.
As a friend, i may not be a perfect one but I can say I have fulfilled my duties and is there whenever anyone needs me . People often come to me with problems, whether be it gf/bf problem or drunk calls or even lost items or even when there is no cabs after zouk. I will be ready to solve their problem, even if they are in the middle of the night. I did these because I value each and every of my friendship. It’s okay if I didn’t get any thank you after the problem solved, I’m really okay with that. However, in a recent argument, someone mention (not sure whether is it in a moment of heat) that she nvr forced me to. And the best part is when I was in desperate need of good advice and help in the middle of the night this person was never there. To me it’s all lips service and no action yet this person wonder why I don’t listen to their advice. Yes, I understand sometimes people can get sick and tired of my problems but don’t forget when these people life was full of problems I never did once complained. I go along with whatever plans that make them happy. Its really heartbreaking yet frustrating at the time to hear someone say this after all the time and “sacrifices” you made for them. No words of appreciation yet only blame.
I may have changed but it’s not only me. You have changed too. Like what I mentioned in my other blog, our goals and priorities are very different now. We are no longer on the same path. I guess it’s the best that we go separate ways.
